i went to sp with jing today to visit lydia! hahaha..tt place is big. haha..anyway. we went for macs at sp..so cheap. hahaha..talked and had our lunch. clement came to join us later. haha..poly is so different from jc..u can feel it in the air la. haha..everything seems different..sometimes u also wonder if u are in some kinda fashion parade show. haha..should see how some of them dressed. anyways..i still miss lydia. sigh. well, at least she seems happy there=).

jing and i left abt 1..coz both of them had lessons at 1. haha..we went to je popular..we were there for quite some time..i was thinking whether to get tt yellow colour pen for so long..bought it in the end=P. haha..got ah wee a ppg file to reward her=). then we went to je library..haha..we wanted to do hw..but spent too much time at the popular so end up only borrowing books then we left. i had to go westmall, jing went home to slp=). i miss going out with jing too. sigh.

met up with karryn and weiquin. the 2 of them were late again..even though i tried to come later..i was still earlier than the both of them. hopeless arh..they 2. we went coffee bean..had pure chocolate. haha..talked and crapped there for a long time. i'm glad tt karryn went for the course..at least she hasn't regretted her choice. but hearing her talked abt the course, really made me wonder if i made the right choice by coming to jc. hmm..worse come worse, i'll join her next yr if i fail my promos. haha..which i dun really mind=P. anyway..it got too cold there..so we went to arcade and started playing. haha..we are always going to the arcade. haha..went to comic connections..looking at naruto stuff..haha..couldn't find anything to my liking. haha..they bought some stuff and we left. haha..we went to the little kids' corner. haha..i dunno wat it's called..but we went to make those art and craft thingy tt u muz bake when u are done. hahaha..so fun la..i never tried it be4..haha..i took some pics as well..will post up asap=).

which reminds me. i have uploaded photos taken during council investiture at the link 'council investiture' plus the other photos tt i have taken at dealings. so feel free to go look at them=).

i'm actually feeling happy and sad at the same time today. happy coz i met up with ppl tt i wanted to see for so long..sad becoz after talking to them, it really made think of wat i really want in my life. i do have a goal..but somehow..it seems so far away from me. i'm juz standing at the same spot making rounds and rounds. maybe i'm juz thinking too much..but maybe not.

i'm lost again.
always loved.